benefit of the doubt.

i'm not one of those silly girls. i actually know what's going on. but stubborn might be the word that fits me best. anybody can tell me what i'm doing might not be a good idea but if i find some way to think that it is, believe i'll do it anyway. i know the people closetest to me sometimes know what's best for me but of course i'd find some way to convince them and myself that i'm right. i know i shouldn't believe everything i hear but it's hard when it's everything i WANT to hear. there probably all lies but i want to believe there's some truth in them anyways. i thought YOUR idea of second chance would be worth a try. but this shit's fucked up.