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i had fun last night. thank you sophanny for keeping me under control. malibu is my new bestfriend!

this weekend was fun fun fun!

speaking of bestfriends....MY BFF is graduating next weekend!! yay

I had this dream that felt real then i woke up and realized it wasn't and i got sad and went back to sleep. Now im late for school. FML. LOL!

sophanny sam...

has a gift of reading people's minds. or at least MINE. lol and it's fucking scary. you psycho ass bitch!


[22:04] SoPhAnNy SaYz: even if you didnt tell me
[22:04] SoPhAnNy SaYz: i know
[22:04] SoPhAnNy SaYz: LOL
[22:05] xxmelodyyyy: lol i knoww
[22:05] SoPhAnNy SaYz: thats why i asked if u were okay
[22:05] SoPhAnNy SaYz: LOL
[22:05] xxmelodyyyy: your psycho
[22:05] SoPhAnNy SaYz: no
[22:05] SoPhAnNy SaYz: physic
[22:05] SoPhAnNy SaYz: wait
[22:05] SoPhAnNy SaYz: lol
[22:05] SoPhAnNy SaYz: i cant spell it
[22:05] SoPhAnNy SaYz: LOL
[22:05] xxmelodyyyy: hahhahahhahahhahaha
[22:05] SoPhAnNy SaYz: lol
[22:06] SoPhAnNy SaYz: this sounds fucking gay
[22:06] SoPhAnNy SaYz: but
[22:06] SoPhAnNy SaYz: ill always be here for you
[22:06] SoPhAnNy SaYz: :]
[22:06] xxmelodyyyy: thank you :]
[22:06] xxmelodyyyy: i love you
[22:06] SoPhAnNy SaYz: np i love you too :}

RETAIL THERAPY ♥

i notice that when i don't wear make up, it makes me LOOK tired, so therefore it makes me FEEL tired. and i usually feel tired and dress down on monday's so today felt like a monday. on the other hand, i got a few new outfits. that always makes me feel better :) unlike people who eat their feelings away, i SHOP my feelings away. lol.

Watching the Kardashians. My head hurts and i can't sleep because i took a long nap today. And i feel like im gonna go crazy.

asdfghjkl

=(

she's one call or text away :]

"..and if you REALLY need me, i'll even drive down there. i don't mind doing a hit and run."

HAHAHAH. and the part i love the most is that she's SERIOUS. looool

N&FUCKINP!!!

fuck 5th period.

Me and Pheap :] I'm the one on the left!



David is a TRUE Nerd.



THEN while i was taking this picture, some girl threw an eraser and it bounced and hit me in my forehead.
hahahhahahhaahhahahahhahaha

Chika Lika and Dora.

"I WANNA TAKE A PICKSHURE! AGAIN, AGAIN!"
lol

SLOW MO.

I'm watching The Uninvited for like the FIFTH time because i don't get it!!

DWTGD

"Melody. Are you down with the get down?! don't ask me what it is cause i don't know"
" I don't either but hell fuck yeah i'm down"

loooooooool.

I CAN'T WAIT TILL SUMMER!!!!! ;]

Movie night with Melanie and Sophanny :)

A littttle bitttttt.

Today me, Martha and Sophanny stopped by the Lamp Office to go over info about the summer job/internship. I wasn't really too focused on that because i know myself too well to know that i am one lazy ass motherfucker but once i heard i'll have a good amount of cash by the end of summer, i was DOWN. lol. I'm a bit nervous because i don't know what to expect and i don't wanna fuck up either because they're not putting up with any bs. Time to be a big girl though :) I wasn't willing to give up my summer but it's only for about a month and probably 4-5 hours a day. If anything we have a Summer's Resolution that we made up today. HEEEEEEY now. This summer's gonna be on some other shit. literally. hehehe. After the meeting we picked up "YENTAY" and headed over to downtown to go eat at this one chinese restuarant which btw took forever to bring out our orders! I am one impatient ass bitch when im hungry and sleepy! Afterwards we stopped by Forever because that place never fails when you don't know where to go. Me and Sophanny we're really on some other shit. Preeeety damn funny. lol. Oh and one of the workers there swore he knew me..tryna figure out where he's seen me and shit. I think that was just one big pick up line though but i got the hook up's now ;]

"Well just hit me up for discounts"
"WAIT. so uhm what was your name again?"

HAHAHHAHA. alllllllll of a sudden he caught my attention. teehee.

Sophanny Sam...

"I want you to kno that i think YOUDAAAA YOUDAAA BESTTT."

IM GOOD THO, IM GOOD THO!

a happy mother's day.

Shopping with Mommy was fuun. I got this cute mustard dress, a button up, and a tee. I'm still unsatisfied though because forever21 didn't have any of the things i WANTED. I was on a search for that romper off the mannequin but none of those bitches didn't even know where it was at! FIRED. lol. As well as the boots and sandals. Oh well. Afterwards we went to Sandy's house because it was her mom's birthday. They brought out some old family pics too. daaaaamn. haha.

"Hey what do you call lobsters, whales, and stuff. you know..monsters or?"
"WAIT WHAT?!"
hahahhahhahhahahahaa. that bitch was trippppppin.

OH, and because of her my mom had to give me the boyfriend talk. LOL. THANKS A LOT!

I rushed my mom to come home so i can work on my spanish project that's due tomorrow. but effff it. my procastinating skills will come out tomorrow morning. lol.

Out shopping with Mommy :)

Mission accomplished! I got my mom a clubbing shirt. LOL. And some flowers. Now heading to visit my Gramps grave with my dad :) we got him flowers too. hehe

Heeeeeeey MAMA.

Talk about LAST MINUTE shopping. It's 10 A.M and my mom isn't even home so im gonna take advantage of this and go pick something up for her with my dad. I was just gonna pay for her mani and pedi but looks like i need to step my game up since my brother got her a gift... a fuckin neck massager?! hahahahahhaha. soooooo random!

hair styled, nails filed, make up made.

Soo i got my hair cut and it looks exactly the same! I hate when that happens. But then again i always have something to complain about regardless. Good thing i didn't have to spend my own money on it! I feel unsatisfied with how i look right now. I think I'm gonna go get my nails and eyebrows done tomorrow or something.. So i'll probably hint my mom to go to the nail shop for Mother's Day and that way i'll get something outta it too. hehe.

bitchfit.

I wasn't in the best mood yesterday. I don't even know why! Sorry poopiessss. I'm really stubborn sometimes. So i left Impreshuns early. When i got home i felt like my outfit was a waste. LOL. But David saved the night and we went to go watch the Jordan Dance Show since i wanted to see it. I saw NUMBERJUAN up there too. We pointed out all the healthy ones. hahahaha. I hope the man recording above us didn't catch our whole shit talking conversation. lol.

I'm gonna get my hair cut todaaaaay! I really don't wanna cut it any shorter because it actually grew a bit but the split ends gotta goooooooo!

and Melanie isn't coming down anymore =(

Downtime.

It's funny how no matter how big of a front i try to put on, the people closest to me still know what's REALLY going on. Like how Melanie can tell I had a bad day even through text messages or how I can act completely normal at school but Sophanny can still tell I'm hiding something. There's no easy way out! lol. I have noticed that lately i've just been wanting to keep to myself though. I feel like there are some things i need to figure out on my own. But i should realize that i do i have genuine people who'd like to be there for me and are trying to but just don't know how because of how complicated i am! I really am going to blow up one day if i just keep my feelings bottled in. I tend to stick to that method though because i think, in a way i'm protecting myself. So that i won't be judged or get hurt. I've realized how sensitive i am. People wouldn't expect it from me and hell, i didn't even expect this from myself. Im a mess right now but at least I'm in the process of GETTING IT TOGETHER!

this is what i do in art class :)

TEEHEE.

Suprise!

Hehehe. I tried painting his whole nose blue but i couldn't stop laughing! FAIL.

N+P

I saw that in my biology book today and it made me wish how much Melanie went to school with me! Speaking of school..girls are SO childish these days. Go ahead and text me calling me fake after i walk past you, not acknowledging you as if you really are somebody. HAAAAAA. That was really my laugh of the day. Sillllyyy. Anyways i've really been feelin OUT OF IT lately =/

HEEEEYY...HEEEEYYY!!!

"What does Quarantine mean?"
"It means to like..isolate"
"Wait, what? That sounds smart. I'm gonna be at the club like HEEEY THIS SHIT IS QUARANTINE!!"
"NO DON'T SAY THAT. Everybody will take off!!!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

HOUSTATLANTAVEGAS.

Because he lives in a mindset that i can never move to. Until you find yourself it's impossible to lose you because i never had you. Although i would be glad to...

HotRevolver.

She said, 'Do you have the time, to listen to me whine'
She askin' 'Whose on the other line, you diss me everytime'
I told her baby I'm star
Shit, I'm above a star
And I done got so high
I did forgotten who you are.

She don't give a fuck about no hoe, no hoe! Lool. Butttaface!

In Lake Elsinore, Melanie's prom. N&P :) She got moves! LOL. Shopping at Temecula Promenade.