boo hoo!

today was fuckin' hot! i knew it was gonna be like this but i still decided to wear my moccasin boots?! i walked to school for the first time this year. lol. but at least i KNOW i'm lazy and i admit it. i think Mommy was preeeetty darn proud of me. Martha being my new neighbor also had something to do with it :)

i was so out of it this morning. my mind was still stuck on yesterday. but i'm goooood now. i got all i had to say out of the way. no more wasting time. i promised everybody. done with that down there! i'm better than that. i know i should've listened but i don't regret it at all. i did it for ME so that i would know. and now i know that i really don't need shit like that in my life. your a fuckin trippp! fuck it. but i'm not mad anymore. i don't think your a bad person. you just don't know what you want. and that's fine.

:)


"Forreal this time."
LOOOL. helllllll to the no. i'm not gonna be stuck in one of THOSE!